What an excitment that I am updating my blog!

As usual I have my placment in St Johns today, my mentor is here today so I have been arrnaged to work in a not so familiar bay, anyway some of the patients I have seen before, so not really that bad. Today is actually a fairly easy day for me, have been asked to start doing obs earlier so I just need to help with the doubles. When I was doing obs, I realise that some of my patients are really quite old, nearly half of them age over 90!!!! But I have to say they don't look like 90 AT ALL.

However I don't know if that is good or not to live that long, during my shift, one of them asked me to ask her son to come and see her, then I told her I will forward this message to the staff nurse and she will do her best to help her. After a while she called me again, and sort of telling me that her son is in London and she misses him very much, carried on saying that its really said that she has been taking care of her children for so long and now she is old and sick, nobody is willing to see her nor taking care of her. I felt quite uneasy after hearing that, I think this is what commonly happens in developed countries/cities. People are so self-centred and selfish.

O world , o people, look back and be thankful to those who have dedicated their love and life for you, selfishness and jealousy will only lead to sorrow, regret and unhappiness.

As a matter of fact, everyone is selfish, the only difference is that the degree and aspect of selfishness vary from people to people. Some people can be very selfish when talking about money, some people can be selfish about offering. For me, I am selfish about death , o more correctly my brother and I are both very selfish about death.

           ........Once upon a time, two silly little kids were talking about their family relationships.

                     The little sister said:' I love my mum very much! I am going to live with her forever!' 

                     The elder brother replied :' I love mum too, in the future, I will earn lots and lots of money and buy a very very big house, and all our family members can live together happily.'

                      Little sister carried on:' waoo, sounds like a good idea! But gor gor I don't want mummy die....'

                      Elder brother said:' I don't want mum die too. I want to die before mum die, so I won't be sad.'

                      Little sister agreed:' yes yes, die before mum so that I won't be sad! I want to die before mum and gor gor.'

                      Elder brother:' No, I die first, I die before you and mum.'

                      Little sister:' No no no, you are not allowed, because I am the first one to die, I am the first one!!!! I die before everyone!!!'

                     .......................argument  carries on until now...............

Who on earth you think will be stupid enough to argue this? It must be someone like me and .......

Anyway, that's me for today, anyone who is patient enoough to read until the end get a present!!

here you are

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